Friday, July 31, 2009

Why I'm Activating My Abundance in a Big Way and Want You To Join Me!

I'm getting ready to activate my abundance with you starting next Thursday, August 6th. I'm excited to see how shifting consciousness affects all the members in our group, who are joining us via the Heaven Healing Arts conference phone line.

So why am I hosting these weekly financial healing sessions? Because the fear of lack is so strong out there, I want to create a source of continual support to help you stay connected to the higher mind that knows wealth can be created easily and joyfully, regardless of what kind of economy we're living in.

I'm also ready to heal my own pattern with money that is way outgrown. My story is a riches to rags tale that has taught me invaluable lessons about creating lasting wealth.

When I was just a few years old my father became a millionaire. We moved from the city to a beautiful suburb in Nassau County where celebs like Jennifer Lopez now have homes. We lived on nine acres of land where it wasn't unusual to see a fox or peacock padding through the trees. The house I grew up in was massive with six bedrooms and a room for the housekeeper, who was also my nanny. I attended an elite private school with kids from the some of the richest families in the world. "Blue blood" families whose wealth went back centuries.

As a child being raised among the rich, it was all I knew. Having your own airplane, horse, and elevator in your home was normal in the world I lived in. While I enjoyed some of the perks of being a rich kid, I really lived in two worlds. At school and with friends, I was wealthy. At home, I felt bad asking for the lacrosse stick I needed for school games because my parents fought about money constantly. Not having it, that is.

Unlike the blue bloods, all this wealth was new to my parents who came from humble backgrounds. And they had no idea how to manage it all. So while I lived among the rich, at home I didn't feel wealthy. The mismanagement of family finances led to my parents being constantly stressed and arguing. They had the belief that money would make them happy, and the effects for them was quite the opposite because there wasn't a healthy foundation to build that wealth upon.

My parents ended up losing everything. Millions of dollars, the family home and business. My life changed drastically when I was in high school. I started work at the local bookstore to earn money to support myself since my parents split and were unable to care for me. I found working liberating. I was born into a family of entrepreneurs, generations of business owners who followed their passion and it paid off. So I naturally did the same.

It became clear early on that I was a natural manifester. I've amazed my mother, who after 35 years of seeing me create everything I've wanted, says she never doubts I will accomplish what I set my mind to. The miracles she's witnessed in my life have quieted her ego that used to only see what was, not what was possible.

Like me being accepted to my choice private college when my SAT scores stunk. When I started the first literary magazine at my college, teachers told me it would never sell, students wouldn't pay for it. The last copy sold out in 2 days. When I was just 21 years old, I established my own print magazine in New York City. I hired interns from Columbia and NYU and single-handedly built a business that had copies in every store uptown, cross town, downtown. They started to sell out like mad. Record and cosmetic companies sent me their products to review. I even got a call from Good Morning America to talk about the magazine on their show, but I shied out. Kicking myself now!

The word "no" has never been in my vocabulary. The only truth I've ever known is that if you have a vision, and you have love and passion for what you want, then it will be. If you are surrounded by positive people and have integrity, it will last. Oh yeah, and my biggest lesson of all: you need to be healthy, too!

So what stopped me from manifesting further? I got sick. A disease would temporarily clip my wings of success in many ways - I felt I could only fly so far.

Still, whatever job I wanted, I was hired for. I didn't set my sights too high with my health being poor, but I was still creating the outer life that I wanted. Without spending time healing my inner life, my health eventually stopped me from manifesting in the material and forced me to learn how to create from within.

Learning how to create health was more powerful to me than manifesting into the physical. That part always seemed easy. One of my major life lessons has been learning how to merge the physical and spiritual aspects of life so wealth has a strong foundation to be built on. I want lasting, not fleeting wealth in my life. And I want lasting, not fleeting health. The two come from the same source of abundance and cannot be separated. One cannot be enjoyed without the other.

I have lots of stories to share of how I've manifested things down to the detail. I was using a vision board long before The Secret was written. It started with my school planner in 10th grade. I would glue photos of things I wanted on the cover so I would look at them every day and motivate myself to do well. No one ever taught me this. I didn't know any other students who did this. It was natural to me. It was fun.

In these last four years, I've manifested some amazing things in the material world, the most rewarding being a wonderful healing practice. But this time, instead of a dysfunctional family or a disease, it was a relationship that would temporarily hold my wings shut again. I married someone who did not know how to manifest, and who was scared of receiving abundance. The result was, just like my parents, I took a big financial hit and lost some material dreams I had created.

So here's the experiment. I'm going to review and take weekly steps to actively manifest my way out of this old reality in 10 weeks starting next Thursday. You're invited to join this abundance experiment with me. We're going to experience this process together and share feedback every week of how it's working for us. I'll also help you with the added benefit I've got: being a clairvoyant and hearing the angels guidance loud and clear. The last half hour, I'll answer any questions you have related to healing fears about receiving the wealth you know you can create!

There's nothing stopping me this time from enjoying lasting wealth. What's stopping you?

Let's find out and move past it! Click here to register for this exciting weekly opportunity starting Thursday, August 6th at 7 p.m.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Me? A Pageant Mother? Maybe Just This Once...

I wrote in an earlier post that when I first brought home this four pound dog with me from the shelter, I thought I had made a big mistake. She wouldn't let me touch her. She made crazy gremlin faces and viciously snapped at me if I just tried to get a leash on her.

Well, we've come a long way, Gracie and me. I attuned her to Reiki and treated her daily. I cleared the entities that were attached to her. I gave her flower essences and tough love. I would not let her rule the house as she wanted. I kept her in a crate at night until she proved to me she was ready to be a civil member of our family. I communicated with her as if she were my kid, and she understood every word.

The poor cats were seriously ticked off at me for weeks. They paused and shot me dirty looks as they sauntered down the hallway. I apologized to them and thanked them for their patience with this new rescue!

It's been about four months now and Gracie is a new dog. She is her real self, free of fear, rejection and anger. She exchanges kisses with the cats, she is calm and affectionate, and the most incredible thing is, she's turned out to be a healer. If anyone is upset or cries in her presence, she climbs up their chest and comforts them with kisses, looks at them soulfully, asking what she could do to help. She won't be fooled, though - a friend tried to fake cry because she was so amazed by how this dog reacts, but Gracie knew instantly and gave her this look like, "don't insult me." I grew up with dogs and I've never had one that reacted this way, so tuned into human emotions. Will see if the opportunity ever comes to capture it on film for You Tube.

She's potty trained, patient, playful, has learned the word "toy" and occasionally likes to hump one of my Reiki bears. Okay, that last part is disturbing, and when I catch her she sulks off, embarrassed. She is my best buddy. She has the most loving and fun personality. I love her so much. I bring her everywhere with me.

I'm thinking of entering her in two annual dog contests held in Long Beach this Fall - the Howl'oween costume parade and the Chihuahua Beauty contest.

What should she be for Halloween? I welcome suggestions!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

A Spiritual Girl Living in a Material World


Dr. Doreen Virtue said that one Angel Therapy® session could do more for a person than years of therapy. She's a professional psychotherapist.

It's true that angel readings and healing can have a profound effect on someone's life, I've seen it myself through my private practice. I don't provide psychic readings for entertainment or to strictly predict things for people. The angels don't work that way.

The angels want to help people learn and grow. They are honest and straightforward and they know exactly what part of a person's life is imbalanced and in need of healing. If they have permission, the angels will share future oriented details, but they know how free will determines our fate so they are more interested in teaching us how to understand ourselves and others on a deeper level and create positive, healthy outcomes for our lives.

Our sessions are very much like traditional therapy, except the angels do most of the talking! You will soon see that your angels know everything about you and love you just as you are. They know the hurt, pain and confusion you have experienced in your life and want to help you release it and move on. The angels want to remind you how beautiful a soul you are.

Of course a healing session with the angels isn't a replacement for medical care, but it is a valuable resource for alternative therapy and personal development and can have lasting healing effects in a person's life.

I was recently on a wonderful radio show called Tarot Talk and we discussed the somewhat taboo subject of healers getting paid for their work. The host, Raven, pointed out that a mechanic gets paid for his service, and so does a doctor. What makes a healer any different?

Many spiritual healers have innate soul memories of past life work in tribes and churches, when worrying about material needs was not as much of an issue and they could solely focus on giving to others since they were receiving the basics they needed to survive.

Most of today's spiritual healers aren't living in a tribe or a monastery. Even Catholic priests get paid for their services because they have expenses to pay. Receiving financial support for their service to you means they don't have to work several jobs, burning themselves out which will lead to a negative and miserable healer! It takes a lot of energy and self-care to be an effective healer and we need time to recharge.

Many psychotherapists charge $200 an hour and need to see you weekly to make progress. A good healer may charge that same amount for their time, but you don't need to see them weekly. An ethical healer will not allow you to become dependent on them, especially the angels. Their mission is to empower you so you feel prepared and ready to move on, with a little help from your angelic friends.

The value of knowing who your angels are, re-connecting to a loved one in Heaven, understanding how a past life is affecting you, knowing the reason behind a painful experience, or what to ask your doctor regarding a health condition that no one is understanding is priceless.

The spiritual dreamer in me would love to be able to go around helping people as a volunteer and have all of my material needs magically provided to me. But my reality is I'm a single woman who has rent and living expenses to pay and if I didn't charge what I do, then I wouldn't be able to help anybody because I'd be too busy worrying how I'd survive and feeling terribly sad that I'm not able to take care of myself. Plus, there are charities I am eager to start that will help our children immensely, and I need a lot of money to get these things going. I consider every payment I receive a donation to my life's work that will be recycled back to making this world a better place.

I am a spiritual girl living in a material world and I honor the yin and yang of this universal relationship. These lessons of releasing judgment and martyrdom related to spiritual healing and money are important ones for us lightworkers to learn because it's time to merge these two worlds. Nothing is separate in this Universe. As the world begins to take note of the incredible value of spiritual healing, we will soon see generations of people drawn to divine guidance. And we will see a healthier, happier more peaceful planet.

Would you like to receive messages from the angels or your loved ones in Heaven? Visit my website or email me at info@heavenhealingarts.com to schedule an appointment. The angels and I look forward to it!


Saturday, July 4, 2009

My Independence Day

Growing up an only child, all I ever knew was independence and solitude. I remember from an early age, there were times I'd feel stressed hanging out with friends and would rather be alone because there was always some kind of drama, like girl jealousy, or family stress. I always felt I had enough of my own challenges in life (my lessons started really early on) and preferred to spend my personal time, when I was out of school, playing in the woods with the fairies and my spirit guides. I had an active imagination and would put on plays with all the characters I felt around me. I found the perfect flat rock to serve as the "stage" furniture, there was a mossy green floor that looked like carpet and a tree that provided a canopy of leaves that looked just like a roof for my outdoor theater!

I never had a problem making friends, and I did enjoy spending some time with them, but at a minimum. I've always attracted people into my life who've needed healing, since I was a child. I felt urged to help the people who came my way, and in my heart always knew that this was my "calling," why I was here. When I was helping others, life made the most sense to me.

For 35 years I've judged myself for what I felt was anti-social behavior because aside from helping others, I haven't felt a need or desire to have a social life like others do. I haven't met a lot of people who understand my need for solitude. The few cherished friends that I keep in contact with have known me since I was a kid and accept me just as I am, but I've struggled on and off with accepting this part of me.

When I was in my 20's, I had quite a social circle, because I felt this was the "normal" thing to do, and how you will be accepted. But I was exhausted all the time. Without that alone time to recharge, and getting caught up in the distractions and illusions of human drama, I became an angry, miserable person. Alone time, for me as a multi-sensory empath, is vital, like recharging a battery. I'm like an antenna for psychic information, (I'm a Gemini
and metal element, too), I'm always receiving and transmitting. I have an internal meter that begins to drop when I'm not giving myself quality, quiet alone time. My antenna can start to blow a fuse if I'm overloaded with no time to clear and recharge! My work (and personal life) delves into the trenches of life on earth, and my alone time brings me back home to Heaven to rest and heal.

I've heard some people believe that being an only child is lonely. That's assuming the child isn't intuitive and imaginative, which most only children are. I am so thankful to be an only child. It allowed me to connect to spirit so much easier without the distraction of siblings. It taught me how to feel safe and have fun by myself. An only child is more likely to be independent, not co-dependent, because they are used to being on their own and solving their own problems, with the help of divine guidance. An only child knows the value of quiet time and benefits from the holy opportunities that silence offers the soul.

When I'm spending time alone, I hear everything around me so loud and clearly. Today, on this beautiful Fourth of July, I heard the birds singing a choir, watched a bee clean it's head in detail, and was in awe by the helicopter-like sound of a winged bug flying by! Instantly I had images of musicians, planes and hang gliders and thought of how inspired we've been my the world of nature. Nature has set a blueprint for our human development.

In the overgrown garden ahead of me, I can feel the fairies fluttering about and if I allow my gaze to soften, I will see them in their habitat. When I further relax and release all thoughts from my mind, like pouring out a glass of yesterday's water, I will receive messages from the angels and nature spirits around me who are always providing more insights for me to pass along to others.

This Independence Day, I am freeing myself from the tyranny of ego and accepting myself just as I am. I'm releasing the need for people to "understand" me and chose to live my life freely according to what brings me joy and peace, making no apologies for what I need to contribute to the world what God has sent me here for!

Join me in this liberating practice of accepting yourself just as you are and honoring every part of your unique and special being. God and the angels love you, and I do, too! XO

P.S.

I'm thrilled to be hosting healing retreats so you can experience the divine gifts of nature and silence with me. Check out the website for details, and join us in Washington D.C. this October for some much-needed R&R with the angels!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Intelligence vs. Wisdom

Intelligence is like a computer. It absorbs information, analyzes it, distributes it and puts together the puzzle pieces so things make sense, to the human brain that is.

Wisdom is like a best friend. You can count on it to help you learn from your mistakes and see how far you've come. Intelligence may freak out without the facts, but wisdom will always be there, from a divine source, guiding you if you listen.

Intelligence will tell you that you're going through a hard time.

Wisdom will tell how to get through it and what you've gained from it.

Intelligence is limited in what it can conceive because it asks us to have all the tangible facts in order to work for us.


Wisdom is all about the unseen and unknowing, trusting that our lives are not as simply stated as our intelligence wishes we would believe.


Wisdom teaches us that we are all part of a great divine plan and that anything is possible.

Intelligence wants us to prove anything is possible.

Wisdom wants us to trust and believe in something bigger than our ego's limited thinking.

Some of the greatest minds on Earth were not only intelligent, but wise beyond their years. These are the people I consider true geniuses.

There's no point in taking this journey to just regurgitate information - we're here to observe, process, feel, explore, discover and learn how to be a better human being. We're here to learn how to use all of our talent and love to help make this world a better place. We're here to challenge our levels of consciousness, to see what was previously unseen, to create a material existence from our dynamic visions.

And that begins first in the imagination.


"Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand." Einstein

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